not today

blowing bubbles just to hear my thoughts spinning

swirling and swimming soft like drifting to sleep

not a peep to keep hold of ideas as they fold in and out of memory

it was meant for me, you could say, destiny – no way

not today

doing doubles just to doubt all the voices which shout

with their choices to feel so ease as they breeze in and out of history

wasn’t meant for me, you could say, destiny – no way

not today

//

i fell asleep to whispers of

thoughts you left in my head

weeks ago / don’t you know

in the afternoon / under the full moon

rising

as if anyone could remember such specificity

just me