holding myself under

disassociating

see that’s the thing

fading down and up

bobbing in the tideless

sobbing tough

I tried less

I’d guess

it’s working

another round on me

on who

knows not me

couldn’t have been

sinking down and down

I’m falling

under the surface of my skin

can’t win

can’t pace

another round on

around on

another

just trying to catch my breath

while I hold myself under